My friends be telling me "I've never seen you like this before, this is not you" and I know it's not me. It's been years since I've felt and been like this and I ask myself why, was it cause I actually had the illusion of one day loving you...

I'm the type of person that doesn't say I love you unless I mean it, I don't beg, yes I'm jelous, I know I usually wanna be possessive and I'm always right. What do you want me to do that's me and will be(: <3