I miss my Mexico! Puro Jalisco!

My friends be telling me "I've never seen you like this before, this is not you" and I know it's not me. It's been years since I've felt and been like this and I ask myself why, was it cause I actually had the illusion of one day loving you...

I'm the type of person that doesn't say I love you unless I mean it, I don't beg, yes I'm jelous, I know I usually wanna be possessive and I'm always right. What do you want me to do that's me and will be(: <3

You ain't about that life, pussy niggaaaas!

My love< 3

5 years ago was the first time I ever held you in my arms the first time I felt your skin touching mine I feel in love with you in the first moment I saw you. I was the happiest person ever. I love waking up in the middle of the night to your kicks or slaps you sleep just like your dad. Waking up in the morning and seeing you next to me just makes my day. Words can't explain how much love and care I have for you, your the most important person in my world I can't live with out you, I'll kill myself if anything happens to you, your the one who puts a smile in my face with those beautiful green eyes of yours. You remind me a lot of me your my mini me. No matter what you know I will be here for you in thick and thin. Your so crazy you come up with the funniest things ever! Every time I see your green eyes your smile that curly hair I just wanna hug you and never let you go. I know some times I'm strict with but I do it with love and it's because I care I wanna guide you through the right path. It's so cute how we have a lot of things in common, my little mini me. Your my beautiful princess I'll go crazy with out you I love you with all my heart Ariel< 3

Trust

Sometimes I wish I could trust to tell that person my real feelings but I just can't open up to nobody. At times I know it's good for me not be able to trust anyone that way the only one who knows about me is just me, but at other times I really would like to have at least one person I could tell anything to for they could tell me what's best and what I'm doing wrong but every time I try I just can't. Why is it that I can't is it because I've been betrayed before and don't believe in any one no more. I want that one friend who won't judge me for the way I am to be there like I would be for them someone who would accept me the way I am the person I could talk to about anything! but I guess there is no one to trust now a days...